Sad-ed
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Feeling pretty down today. I don't really know why.
I guess mainly is because I m afraid to face the reality. My dream of returning to the National Team seems really slim. As much as I don't want to admit, the one NTU captain is now no different from other laoyapok players. I just can't keep up with the pace after stopping touch for more than 6 mths. It's like my 6 yrs of hardworking and effort just disappeared.
The worse thing is with my irregular working hours, I m always tired and distracted. :( oh wells. Final selection is this sat. Trying to get someone to cover my shift is like begging someone to adopt pui pui without a head.
One thing good and bad about this job is you can to see how selfless and how selfish ppl can get. Some ppl can just be so understanding to help you out when need them to, despite it's not in their call of duty. Some ppl can generously provide you resources when they know that you need it more that they do. And some ppl are simply nice without complaints.
The bad thing is you can to see how selfish some ppl can get. Despite helping them before, trying to get help from them is like trying to buy pui pui without head and legs. Some ppl hogged resources and only share when their pockets are not big enough. Some ppl always expect favors yet never return. Some ppl are just simply thiefs, stealing your resources to save themselves. Some ppl are just understanding.
Morale of the story is that with the pile of selfish ppl, will I be able to change my shift?
Will I be selected?'
Let me hear you call my name.
Eileen Khoo Yi Ling
A Doggie Lover
- Mom of Mr Rusty Tan-Khoo, Mini Schnauzer
A Touch Football Player
- NTU Captain 09/10
- Singapore Womens Team 08
A Cheerleader
- UNISUS 2007 & 2008
A Pork Lover
- simply love the taste of pork
A Shopaholic
- never return empty-handed
A Model Wannabee
- Singtel Grid Girl 2008 Top 44
- Toy, Comic & Games Convention 2009, Playbabe Finalist
Feel free to contact me for any event jobs or editorial shoots=)
eileen_0209@hotmail.com
A Travelling Lover
Been to:
-Australia (Sydney,Melbourne,Port Macquarie)
-Austria (Vienna)
-Belgium (Brussels, Bruges)
-Cambodia (Phnom Penh, Siem Reap)
-China (Beijing, ShiDu)
-Czech Republic (Prague)
-England (London, Manchester)
-France (Paris)
-Germany (Munich, Berlin, Bremen)
-Holland (Amsterdam)
-Indonesia (Batam, Peneng)
-Italy (Rome,Pisa, Florence, Venice)
-Japan (Toyko, Hakone)
-Korea (Seoul, Chuncheon, Suwon, Jeju Island)
-Malaysia (Johor, KL, Malacca,Genting)
-Norway (Oslo, Bergen)
-Sweden (Stockholm, Kiruna)
-Taiwan (Taipei, Taizhong, Hualien)
-Thailand (Bangkok, Krabi, Pattaya)
-Vietnam (Ho Chi Minh City, Nha Trang, MuiNe)
A Total of 20 Countries and 47 cities.
Sad-ed
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Feeling pretty down today. I don't really know why.
I guess mainly is because I m afraid to face the reality. My dream of returning to the National Team seems really slim. As much as I don't want to admit, the one NTU captain is now no different from other laoyapok players. I just can't keep up with the pace after stopping touch for more than 6 mths. It's like my 6 yrs of hardworking and effort just disappeared.
The worse thing is with my irregular working hours, I m always tired and distracted. :( oh wells. Final selection is this sat. Trying to get someone to cover my shift is like begging someone to adopt pui pui without a head.
One thing good and bad about this job is you can to see how selfless and how selfish ppl can get. Some ppl can just be so understanding to help you out when need them to, despite it's not in their call of duty. Some ppl can generously provide you resources when they know that you need it more that they do. And some ppl are simply nice without complaints.
The bad thing is you can to see how selfish some ppl can get. Despite helping them before, trying to get help from them is like trying to buy pui pui without head and legs. Some ppl hogged resources and only share when their pockets are not big enough. Some ppl always expect favors yet never return. Some ppl are just simply thiefs, stealing your resources to save themselves. Some ppl are just understanding.
Morale of the story is that with the pile of selfish ppl, will I be able to change my shift?
Will I be selected?'
